How I’ve (Been) Changed Through Brainwashing (Personal Essay)

Patrons voted on community-suggested topics for this essay, and ultimately chose a personal topic diving into the ways that I've been changed over time as a brainwashed subject in an intense brainwashing relationship.

As a content warning and as perspective, my relationship with MrDream fetishizes fantasies of abuse, victimization, and control. We play with a sort of nebulous blanket consent and our relationship is based on consensual nonconsent. Keep that in mind with this piece.

In this, I categorize many of the things I've written about and experienced as well as share some more intense experiences that I have not shared publicly until now. Please enjoy.